Haywire thoughts

J and D

2011-01-23T18:22:00.005+08:00

We were classmates when i was in form four.We weren't that close at first,but towards the end of the year we became closer rather than just-classmate-friends.But we started to be best friends when we were in form 5.We are the opposites if each other.She's the brave,flirtatious*wink,and the strong one and im the..well..the shy,cry-baby and soft one.haha.I guess that what makes us great together.We compliment each other.we're yin and yang !we're starsky and hutch ! blair and serena ! okay enough with the examples -___-. But despite that,we have the same interests.We enjoy doing the same thing,obsessed with F.R.I.E.N.D.S and understand each other well.As long as i can remember..and i have a good memory,hehe.i've never had any fights with her.

During prep time in school,we sat opposite each other.We could talk and talk for hours !Even on the phone during school holidays.Theres always something to talk about.but we can also sit silently and not feel awkward.

At some point of life, u'll realize who matters to you and who dont,who cares for you and who dont,friends that will stick to you like glue or friends who just comes and go whenever they want to or in malay 'tukar kawan macam tukar baju'.well,im glad that she's one of the persons that matter to me and sticks like glue(gam gajah !) despite being at the other side of the world :)

Thanks Nadia for always being there for me to share my joys and distress me when i have problems,motivate me when im down,be at my side during my ugly moments*public phone rmmbr?*,and most importantly,you're my partner in crime !haha.You're my best friend for eternity.I hope that we'll still be close as ever even after we're married,have kids,grandchilds,cicits..ok you get the idea.Maybe my kids can marry yours!and we'll end up as besans ! hahaha.ok so..basically if all these,long dwindling of words are crammed into one short sentence,it would be I LOVE U BESTIE ! have a great great greaaaaat bday ! this PDA post is dedicated especially for you !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!

Be grateful and you will receive more

2010-12-26T00:53:00.005+08:00

Finals results for last semester was out last wednesday.I was basically palpitating from the night before ! I was really worried.Its not easy to pass exams in med school.Failing and repeating year is a common thing eventhough the passing cgpa in medicine is 2.0.This is my first finals.So it meant a lot to me.If i did well,it'll help to me boost up my confidence,convincing im capable of doing this course.My stomach wouldnt stop flipping the whole day !My college wanted to held an award giving ceremony to the students.Over right ? -__- luckily theres free food ! I think its a way for them to motivate the students to achieve more.I decided to dress up a little bit.Who knows i might get a chance to strut across the hall to take my ehem*clears throat* award ?hehe.Gotta look good right?nahh.kiddin.wasnt bcoz of tht.i just felt like it.Wanted to post a picture of me in it.But by the time i had time to snap a picture of me,it was already at the end of the day and i look...horrid.Maybe nxt time.

Kinda reminds you of your school days doesnt it?

Well,i got bored during the speech and start cam-whoring with mardiha.At least it diverted our minds from the fact tht we were going to knw our results in a few minutes.Guess who decided to join the fun ?

Dr Fidel and Dr Antonio ! haha.They're my lecturers.So adorable doing the peace sign.I guess they're bored too.pfft.Both of them are from the Philipines.Hearing their names,i felt like i was watching Pangako Sayo.

At the end of the day,i managed to pass all papers Alhamdulillah and an award for one of the papers.They gave me a medal and a certificate.I was practically grinning from ear to ear that day.hehe.I felt at ease because i know how hard my parents worked to pay my tuition fees so i really didnt want to let them down.Just thought i would share my happineess with you.I couldnt have make it if it wasnt for my parents doa and blessing.Thank you mak ayah.This one is for you guys.

They're coming back !

2010-12-09T18:40:00.006+08:00

Ma and pa is coming back tomorrow ! feels like its been ages since i last saw them.40 days felt like a year.i've told you where they went in my previous entry right ? im so excited ! i've been thinking for days on what to make for them to celebrate their homecoming.i just love to cook for my loved ones ! gawd. i sound like a 40 year lod housewife dont i ?

When i get bored at home this will happen

Me: Nurul*my sister* do you feel like eating anything?any desserts you would like to eat?

Nurul:umm..nope

Me:what? are you serious ? how about choc chips ? chocolate cake ?

Nurul:no lah,i dont feel like eating anything

HOW CAN YOU NOT WANT DESSERTS??!!

*the same situation happens with my other family members too.sometimes*

Poor me :'( like perigi cari timba

and yes,i'll end up pushing them to pick one.hehe.wht? *innocent face*

Hopefully i dont end up with fat kids in the future -__-'

Okay,so i've decided to make rempeyek for my dad.He just loves em.My aunt wants us to have dinner at her house so i dont think i should make something heavy.He's not a dessert fan.So no no to desserts.I googled its recipe and i found one at rinnchan fotopages.I love the recipes at her page cause all of them are delicious !So here is how my rempeyek turned out.

It doesnt look that nice but it tastes good ! hehe.*self indulgence mode*Click here if you want the recipe.Oh a tip from my maid,you should add an egg to the mixture,it makes the rempyek more crunchy.I tried it,and what she said was true.

As for my mum,i know she's a big fan of desserts,so i'm thinking of making her favourite,bread and butter pudding with custard sauce.But im still in a dilemma wether i should make it or just buy a welcome back cake.To have both would be too much.Diabetes ppl ! As much as i looove desserts,i still have to control my sugar intake.Hm,maybe i'll ask opinions from others.

Till then.Hugs and kisses from me;

p/s: two entries in day ? that shows how much free time i have.haihh.

WARNING:Nxt week,when my class starts, you'll be hearing me whining about not having time to update my blog.hehe,buckle up !

Dig In

2010-12-08T16:41:00.005+08:00

I miss char kuey teow ! with that in mind i went to the market and bought the ingredients.In penang,we can find it anywhere,but thats not the case in Sunway.So for the char kuey teow lovers out there,here's the recipe:

Ingredients that you need: *serves for 1 person*

2 pieces of garlic(2 ulas)
prawn and cockles(kerang)*both depends on how much you want them*
2 of tb Dried chilli*blended*
1 egg
kuchai*not sure what is it called in english*
Sweet Soy sauce
1 tb of Oyster sauce
1 cup of water
A pinch of salt
A fistful of kuey teow

Steps:

Put oil into the pan.When the oil is hot enough add garlic
When the garlic turns yellowish,add the prawns and cockles
When the prawn is cooked,add the dried chilli paste.Stir well until the chilli is well cooked
Add water
Add soy sauce until the color turns black enough
Add oyster sauce
Add the egg and immediately stir it
Add a pinch of salt
Add Kuey Teow
Add kuchai
Stir well,but dont stir to long cause it will ruin the freshness of kuchai

And its ready to be served!

Because i love you

2010-12-08T12:54:00.003+08:00

Im literally floating in the air while writing this post.I just finished 'mandi lulur' or commonly known as scrubbing,my whole body.Having a maid who used to work at a salon and spa sure have its perks ! She taught me how to scrub the way them people at spas do.Since im such a sweetheart,im gonna share it with you guys*grin

You can do it yourself at home and it comes with such a low cost ! with no chemical added.Im all about natural yaw.I scrubbed my whole body.For the hard to reach parts,my maid helped.Well,i wouldnt ask her to do me whole body.it would be embarassing! She lives with me ! I dont think i will be able to face her again if she saw me without clothes .hehe.

I feel so relaxed right now and my skin..umph,so soft and velvety ! mark my word girls,it works ! my skin is even shade lighter ! now your intrigued arent you ? hehe.

So here it goes.All you need is:

A fistful of rice (not cooked rice ! raw ones)
Water
A lime

Soak the rice in water for about two hours.
Then filter it and mashed it until its quite smooth
Squeeze the lime juice into the mashed rice and stir it

and its ready ! just scrub it on your body.Scrub using your palm until its dry.Dont scrub too hard or you'll end up with red marks on your body*based on experience.hehe*

Being a woman is a lot of work isnt it ?

Brand New

2010-12-04T22:03:00.004+08:00

Had a new hair cut today ! i always get excited over haircuts.Cuz u get to pick out different styles everytime,its a partial makeover ! I picked a style that i would never even considered all these years.But of course that changed.

Me.headless.necklace.get it ? necklace and neckless.ha-ha

Choosing hair styles from magazines

Now that i have new hair,im determined to take really good care of it.I even asked for some tips from the hair stylist.So here are some of the tips:

Wash your hair everyday with shampoo and conditioner
If you have damaged hair you should use treatment products,conditioners wont do.
Drink a lot of water
Avoid fried food *i never thought its related !*
Apply serum everyday after you've washed it.You have to wait for your hair to dry first of course.
Go for treatments at the salon at least once a month

Oh! and this is a tip i got from Mirander kerr.Her tip for soft hair is once every two weeks she would apply conditioner on her hair,wrap it with plastic and leave it for the whole day.

Hopefully these tips will help you guys to get soft and shiny hair.You can google if you wnt more :) Dont neglect your hair just because you wear hijab.Hair is a woman's crown afterall.

Lets Discover together

2010-12-04T10:45:00.009+08:00

It was my first day chillin at home and i was half-dead-bored.Im just used to day full of activites.I wanted to bake,tht's what i usually do when im bored at home.But bcoz im on diet,i had to neglect th idea.When my cousin came home she asked wether i would like to go out for dinner.Hell yeah !!!

We had dinner at the famous Murni Discovery in its USJ Taipan branch.The Restaurant was full of ppl.Luckily we got a seat.If you like fusion food then this is the place for you.Most of their food are one of a kind.It ws quite tough deciding which food to order.i wanted to try all of them !

My cousin ordered this.

This drink is named 'i love u !' i love u too ! cuz it tastes good.Its actually ribena,mixed with soda,lemon and longan.

Beef steak stuffed with ham and cheese.Thumbs up!

My sister ordered this

Spaghetti Carbonara.Thumbs up again !

Roti Cheese.i just love their kuah dhal and curry !

Kak Lia(my maid) ordered this

Apple Juice.Refreshing !

Murni dicovery's famous mee utara.Personally,i think its taste is nothin new.Quite similar to 'mee goreng basah'.Nevertheless it tastes good

I ordered..*drumroll* this !

My drink is called fair lady.A Fair Lady for fair lady yaw.lol.Its mango mixed with passion fruit,longan and nata de coco.Yum!

Claypot Lau Shu Fan.This is one of Murni Discovery's signature dish.I cnt wait to dig in.But when i did..

This is what i found.Its my first time eating a claypot lau shu fan.I didnt expect to see short pinkish brown noodles that look like worms.It tastes quite good.But after a few spoonfuls i felt like i was forcing myself to eat it.I think its because of the appearance.It just reminds me of worms! i cnt help it.So i ordered another dish,

Mee Raja bangbang ! this is another Murni discovery's signature dish.My jaw dropped when the waiter put it on my table.Sich big portion ! even the waiter joked tht he didnt think i could finish it.This dish is delicious ! just look at the seafood platter.Theres prawns,mussels,fish,soft shell crab,and hot dog with ham wrapped around it, topped with melted cheese.The noodles are not bad,with prawns,chicken and chopped crabsticks.It sure is a lavish dish ! All for only Rm25.ForRM25,you'd only get a seafood platter for one in Manhattan Fish Shop.But in Murni's you could share for two or even three ! I couldnt finish this too.So i 'tapau-ed' it :)

Deep fried softshell crab !

You should really pay a visit to murni's.Not only their food are delicious and out of ordinary,they also come with a cheap price.I just loove exploring new places to eat.Happy Eating ppl!

Hajar Hajar Hajar

2010-11-27T02:13:00.005+08:00

Okay.the weirdest thing just happened.Oh yea.i've been quite for some time havent i ? sorry.i just finished my finals today.okay not entirely finished.There's another test on our laboratory skills this tuesday and im done for good ! i have lot and lots of thing to tell ! but now back to our story.It was so freaky that i couldnt resist to blog about it right away !

Okay.so i was fb-ing and getting ready to sleep when my skype made the usual tum tum tum sound.I didnt recognize the caller.The person's skype name wasnt a name,more like an arabic phrase or a phrase from the holy quran.

I thought it was my cousin cuz she's very pious and frequently calls me at skype.Maybe she changed her name.So i clicked on answer with video call,but something went wrong cuz it wouldnt open even after clicking it for a few times.When the call ended,i realized that,that person was not even in my contacts list ! Thank god it didnt work when i clicked !

A nano second later that person called me again ! and this time it was a group call.i didnt answer it of course.u crazy ?! and and and...wait for it.

All the people in it was named HAJAR !!! way freaky aint it ! is that person obsessed with the name hajar or what !

its a crazy world.the world we live in.*or maybe im just being overdramatic :P *

Euphoric

2010-11-14T00:46:00.014+08:00

My first post in two weeks.Sorry guys..i've been busy with exams lately.U know how full of exams my life is right.i told u before im my previous post right..in fact my finals is just a block away.its NEXT WEEK ! im currently in my study week yaww.

To relax my half crazed mind,i had a day out with ma girl and roomie,ju.We went to Gurney plaza.Since we didn't have a car (ju's new mini cooper is taking forever to arrive.me?sill wishing for my dream car to..well..um become a reality -__- ) we did what anyone would do.take a bus ! much much cheaper compared to a taxi.Takes a longer time to arrive though.To reach to Gurney we took 2 bus rides and a ferry.It costs us only a total of RM7 ! cheap kan? im proud of myself :) Taking a taxi would have cost..wait for it..rm 70!

I wasnt in the mood shop.This is a natural occurence everytime i feel like i've gained weight.Well who wants to try on clothes and end up feeling frustated staring at a pumpkin in forever 21 in the mirror ! So i did what felt like the most right thing to do.EAT ! ha-ha.nice work hajar.

Bubble tea and hot roll by the beach.Heaven

look what i saw while muching away.a cute subway car with speakers tht shouts 'subway ! fresh and healthy !' *i think.i cnt really recall wht it said excactly.but it was something like that.hehe*

camwhoring.wht else?

ma roomie ju

ok actually before we started cam-whoring,i actually spilled some of my strawberry yogurt bubble tea on my jeans.Being the neat girl i am,i sprinted to the nearest to toilet which is in here:

G Hotel

The moment i stepped in my jaw dropped to the floor because this is what i saw:

Actually this picture isnt as impressive as what i saw because the lighting is norm.At that time it was all red and blue.Gorgeous right ?

After cleaning my pants i told ju about how amazing G hotel's lobby is.After our 'photoshoot',ehem, we went inside to take a look of fabulous-ness.We held our chins high and stride through the lobby like we own the place.Well we might as well look the part rather that sticking out like sore a thumb right ?hehe

This is when the embarassment starts.This incident is officially on my top 5 list of the most embarassing moments in my life.

Ju:hey.its already 6.50 pm.why dont we just pray maghrib here ?

me:mm..ok then

we went to the surau on the third floor.And again we were awed by what we saw:

And there was a gym overlooking the swimming pool which overlooks the beach.ohh life can be so unfair.

Ju:hey there's still a few minutes till maghrib.why dont we take a few pictures here ?!

me:*literally jumping up and down* yeah yeah !

while we were getting ready to 'pose' on the little mm..what do u call them ? alaa..the small gazebos with cushions and drapes..a man came up to us.I think he's the gym instructor.He said:

gym man:sorry,are u two a guest here ?

both of us were quiet.i didnt know what to say !suddenly

ju: haah.yes

WHAT??!!!

gym man:Then can u give me ur room number please.I would just like to check because only hotel residents are allowed to be here.

ju:ohh..hajar whats our room number?

WHAT??!! i didnt know what to say ! i panicked.I think the truth was written all over my face.Im not a good liar okay.soo..

me:wait a sec..*browsing my phone*..mm.i got no credit la.ju,call mum !*haha*

ju:what?oh okay

and she called someone.The man just kept standing there next to us.Puh-leez la.its not like we're going to steal anything.I didnt know what to do..so i walked back and forth trying to figure out how we can escape without humiliating oursleves.The gym man was still faithfully waiting for ju to finish her phone call.Im sure he's thinking 'come on..stop humiliating urself and just admit that ur not a resident.Its so obvious'.After a few minutes,the gym man came to me and said

gym man:tell ur friend to give me her room number and name okay

and he went into the gym.i saw him telling his friend something while pointing his finger at us.Im sure by now he's already called the hotel people to watch for two girls,one in a blue blouse and another one in gray pants and black jacket,in case they do something fishy.What a joke.

I quickly told ju to hang up and we hurried to the surau before the gym man comes back.It turned out that ju didnt call her mom,but she called our friend mira.Poor mira,she freaked out when ju kept calling her mum and asking her for the room number.Like she knows ju's trying to say something but she just cnt figure it out.hahaha.Oh well,at least we managed to get out of the hotel without being dragged by the security.haha.

Because of this humiliation,ju and i vowed to come back to G hotel and be a hotel resident.U just wait gym man! cause im gonna wear the same outfit sit at the same spot and act the same.Except this time u won't be able to chase me out.haha.Or to make it even better maybe i'll spend some time at the gym ! now whos the boss.*i sound evil dont i? hehe*

With all the drama and endless walking,our feet was definitely killing us ! thus,we gladly made our way to a reflexology centre.

Before we start,they gave us ginger tea.the taste was nasty ! but since its for my health,i reluctantly drank it with my nose pinched.

see our excited faces ?

but as soon as the foot massager,kak julie, starts massaging my foot

This is what i look like:

At some places it was painful and some were very ticklish.

Ju has the complete opposite effect:

i wonder if my sensory recepetors are over sensitive.

The whole time we chit chatted with our massagers.They were interesting really.You could learn a lot from them.Now i know which part of my foot that i can massage if im sleep deprived,have a cough or even tired eyes.

and then we had our dinner at a hawker by the beach.The food and view was really nice ! i had two plates of squid tempura and a plate of fried rice with chicken in soy sauce.Finger lickin good i tell ya.

The beach was only 5 steps away !

Im a happy girl :)

Too much information?

2010-11-02T15:27:00.003+08:00

Nowadays it would be weird to not have facebook account.The age range seems to expand evry now and then.Even my parents have facebook accounts.and they're ACTIVE user which makes me it all the scarier.haha.kiddin ma pa.but u know what i mean right?

Continuous streams of status is updated every second and the status can be as inspiring as this-

'There are three certain steps for achieving prosperity in all areas of your life. Number one, build the image in your mind. Number two, turn it over to Spirit (Let Go And Let God). Number three, expect with your heart and soul that God will reward you openly for your faith'

or can be as meaningless as this-

'Duhh'

which makes no sense at all.

Now everybody seems to have a blackberry or iphone which ables us to tweet or update our status anywhere anytime.But you gotta admit some information are just unnecessary ! Have all of us become attention cravers that needs to tell their whereabouts,what they eat for lunch or what they're doing?

*okay.i admit i have done some of them. ha-ha*

Just dont tweet or update ur status too often okay.you have a life dont you ?

Well,there's nothin really wrong about it.Ones that i cant help feeling annoyed is when people use fb or twitter to express their anger.Like hello? who wants to see a status that's full of swear words.It just shows how low you are.If you have a problem with someone,settle it privately.Don't write about it publicly.It'll just make people have bad impressions on you.Especially if your fb is full of your aunts,uncles and family friends.LIKE ME ! I gotta think twice before posting something.haha

This one im sure at least one of your friends in social networks has comitted it.Im talking about being all lovey dovey with your other half on it.like come on..we know you're in love. but you dont have to announce it to the whole world like a million times.Maybe the first few times would make us all 'awww..how sweet.they're so cute' but one too many are just ughh.If you want to be all mushy with your significant one do use texting.More privacy with less puke effects to the people around you :)

blogging is an exception.or is it? well.i like writing personal things.Because whats the use of writing a blog if you merely copy and paste.It wont have emotion and life.but not too personal until even the people who are complete strangers to you,knows you like family.That's just scary.Some things are better kept unsaid or to share only with ones we are closed with.

Mysterious is Sexy;

Farewells and Goodbyes

2010-10-29T08:43:00.011+08:00

Last night was a dream.At least i wish it was.My parents have gone to the holy grounds to perform Hajj.Of course i'm happy for them,its not easy to get a chance to perform hajj.But i can't help feeling sad at the time.I'm used to their presence,always being there for me.

Well,come to think of it.It'll just be the same like not seeing them when i'm in penang.Maybe its the thought of them being so far away and not be able to call them everyday like always do.

Since wednesday until last night,guests came pouring in,to see my parents before they fly to Mecca.It was nice to see that a lot of people cared about them.

Time for maghrib prayers came and dad wanted us to pray together with him being the imam.It was very emotional.While praying we couldnt contain ourselves and cried.The thought of being miles and miles away was so heart wrenching.I actually cried from the night before.haha.such a cry baby, i know.

They had to gather with all the other jemaah haji at Tabung haji office in Kelana Jaya.There were hundreds maybe thousands of people there i tell you.As i observerd around,i see the same pattern,the ones going were a bit tensed face *hajj is not a small thing u know* and of course sad,but not as sad as the ones sending them.Most of them are teary eyed.

*or its because my eyes were teary most of the time so my visions are bit blurry,seeing teary people everywhere.haha*

The jemaah haji had to wear metal chains so that its easy to recognize them if anything happens to them.*Nauzubillah*

gila rockers right?haha

When they were called to go in we hugged and took pictures together.I felt like i couldnt get enough of them.I dont want them to go but i want them to go ! u get me ?I didn't budge from the gate until the last inch of them were lost behind the walls.The lights was so bright ! which really didnt help to conceal my puffy eyes.For a moment,i was quite embarassed.haha.But who cares.im wont see them for a month ! who wouldnt be sad ?!

Desperate to catch the last glimpse of them

I guess the saying is true.You tend to appreciate things more when they are not in front of you.Mak ayah i'll pray that both of you will be safe and get a haji mabrur insyaAllah.i love u !Don't worry about us.We'll be good.*dialling friends numbers "hello?my parents are out of town for month ! lets partayyy !"*

im kidding.hehe.okay maybe i wasnt.i am !

EOM

2010-10-24T12:56:00.005+08:00

Right now im in exam mode (and ur blogging??yea yea.but havent u heard tht u should take 5-10 mins break every few hours?so thts wht im doing *sheepish grin*)

I have an end module exam this monday! In my uni's system we learn by modules.Each month a new module.So at the end of the month there will be an exam for each module.I hated this system ! because even its only a test,we have to study like crazy because its not easy to pass.Below c- and you fail.it's a 1 hour test for god's sake! we spend weeks and weeks of studying but the questions only consist of 10% of what we learned the whole month.i can barely catch my breath before another test comes rolling in.

But now that finals are around the corner (middle of nxt month is considered round the corner rite? ) i actually appreciate the idea of having EOM test every month.Because it forces you to study EVERYDAY.Last minute study is suicidal.And as we repeatedly read our modules for the tests,its literally planted in our subconcious mind.Makes it easier for us to recall it when studying for finals.A round of applause for whoever invented the system !

The MZ wave

2010-10-17T10:00:00.012+08:00

Recently Maher Zain has cause quite a phenomenon in Malaysia.His music is like everywhere ! Even people who are not the nasyeed listening type loves him.Not to mention all the teenage girls who has gone googoo gaga over him. My parents introduced his music to me in december last year and i immediately fell in love with it.His songs are very soothing*his voice ppl his voice*and beautifully made.Not to mention his cute look*sigh*

Like every other Maher Zain fan,i was thrilled to to know that MZ is comin to malaysia.He's comin to Malaysiaaaaaa!*slapping myself*i am so gonna attend his concert ! but sadly enough,when my sister tried to get her hands on his tickets,it was already SOLD OUT.Oh well..better luck next time.

But then a miracle happened.When i went home last weekend,my mom told me that her friend asked her wether she wanted to buy tickets to MZ's charity dinner concert.It was before his concert at MBSA.But when my mum told me the price of the ticket.,i was like WHAT?u gotta be kiddin me.i guess that is why its called a charity dinner.Very exclusive.Only 70 tables.But my mom being the best mom in the world offered to sponser me and my sister.Both of us were literally jumping up and down !Farah immediately took a bus to kl from tronoh after class so that she could catch the concert that night.

The concert was great ! There were a lot of mak Datins and Artists.Some of them are Dayang nurfaizah,Farah diba ,Raihan,and Farah Fauzana.Inteam and aishah performed at the opening and wardina and fitri the tv3 guy were the hosts.When MZ entered the hall the girls were all screaming(of course i didnt.haha).Screw the dinner formalities!but luckily it was only for a brief second.MZ sang 6 tunes and i was more than happy that it included all my favourite ones.Here are some piccas:

The Stage

The table settings

okay2.enough of useless pictures.I know u want MZ's pics

tadaa! MZ! seeing him face to face.oh my i was starstruck

farah fauzana and her mom trying to get a picture with MZ

Food food and more food

2010-10-16T23:32:00.008+08:00

Well.actually a LOT has happened since i last updated but my blog.But since the internet connection here is super slow my eagerness to write just dissapears cuz i'll eventually get pissed over the internet connection when uploading pics.Anyhow last week i went to my neighbour's open house which was on the last day Syawal.His house is the house beside the one beside me.get it?haha.Wht i cn say is the array of food was awesome!i had quite a hard time in restraining myself from eating too much.hehe.Let me list down the foods that were served:

lemang (of course)
ketupat(of course again)
murtabak
char kuey teow
roti jala
nasi beriani
meehoon sup
meehoon goreng
laksa
rojak buah
abc
roasted chicken

(there arent any pictures of them cuz i was too busy pushing myslf btwn wht looked like hundreds of ppl)

heaven right?we spent like an hour an a half just sitting there and eat.Apparently the family who sat at the table with us started to laugh when we brought like the tenth plate of food on the table.The uncle said that at least wait for the workers to clear our previous plates,so that it wouldnt be that obvious.haha.Here is a picture of the canopy.At first i thought my neighbour was having a wedding but it turned out to be an open house.Gorgeous canopy indeed!

I want to be a kid again

2010-10-06T17:19:00.009+08:00

Its been awhile..guess my enthusiasm to write was lost for awhile.Plus there really wasnt much time to write with the monthly test and all.This spot has become my second room.

Anyway,I just watched some pictures of meals my mum's friend,Aunty Muna,cooked for her children.She said that its as a 'kenangan',so that she can look at the pictures when she grows old and her children are all grown up.Since im not a parent,the pictures gave me an opposite effect.I suddenly feel sad thinking that i'm all grown up now and sooner or later i'd have my own life and my own family.Okay,that's waaaay ahead but still,i feel the sadness already.Even right now,without me realizing it i've partially 'move out' from my parents house,since high school(i went to boarding school)! Right now i'm studying in penang so i spent most of my time here.In a few years time i'll graduate and who knows i'll get married right after that.I miss the times when i was kid..the feeling of going-bck-home-after-school..having dinner with my parents..my parents sending me to school every morning..my dad bringing us to the video store to rent movies..quarelling with my siblings and shouting at each other and then being scold by my parents..spending each day in ramadhan at home with the whole family...just the thought of it all makes me teary eyed.Now we rarely have the whole family at home since all of us are studying in different places and have different time of holidays except big ones of course.Me in penang,farah in perak,harith in kelantan and nurul in klang.Mak ayah you guys have been such great parents and i loved every minute of my childhood.What you gave us were more than enough.You guys have nothing to regret.I love both of you more than words can describe.okay enough reiminiscing.Sorry for writing such an emotional entry.heh.Blame the hormones!

Girls Night Out

2010-09-07T23:19:00.008+08:00

I spent last night with my high school gfs.Some i havent met since the last paper of SPM and some just a few months back.Oh how time flies..now we're all on different paths sketching our futures.To relive our friendship we had iftar together at The Apartment,a nice and cosy restaurant in klcc,overlooking the lake.Actually chilli's was our first choice but man oh man.u should've seen the que!is their food tht good?anyway..the buffet tht we had was gooooood.their briyani n grilled mutton ada umph!i cnt rmmbr hw many rounds i got up frm my chair to take food.haha.The buffet costs us about rm60 including service tax and all.Quite worth it cuz theres a variety of food and most importantly delicious!and guess who i met while filling my already full plate?nora danish!she's just as pretty as she looks on tv.and the list goes on with eizlan yusof(he sure looks old.i've alwys thought its just make up) and rebecca nur al islam(not sure if i got hr name right).okay im not exactly in the mood to write so i'll let the pics do the talking.

The Apartment

My girls

for starters.haha

Friendship is certainly a thing to treasure.Hopefully 20 years later,we'd be able to reminisce this night and smile .i love you guys.

Creating new memories

2010-09-01T17:17:00.007+08:00

Its been a while since i posted an entry.Things were quite hectic last week with classes and i was in the process of moving into my new house.Not 'my house' but the house i'll be living in while studying in Penang.I'll miss Putra Villa though(my old house).It holds a lot of memories during my pre-medical years.i miss my housemates!Oh well.its time to create new memories.Right now the excitement to keep everything in place and squeaky clean is still there..hopefully my enthusiasm lasts.hehe.The house is still a mess since we just moved in.Here's a picture of my new house:

I'll include the pics of the interior the house nxt time okay.

Peace out;

DRAMA;

2010-08-29T11:10:00.007+08:00

One word to describe yesterday.DRAMA.haha.Since i havent balik kampung for quite sometime,i've decided to do just tht and skip my english class which is supposed to be yesterday and today.hehe.(i knw!7 days of class a week in ramadhan?unfair rite)I just looove spending my time in Ipoh because i'll be pampered with all kinds of food 24/7.haha.My granma is one hell of a cook!u cn count me on tht.So like every other day in Ramadhan,i went to the bazaar.im sure you're all thinking what's so dramatic about goin to the bazaar right?

Well here it goes.i collapsed!in the middle of a huge bazaar!i just felt dizzy at first and then all was a weird dream.i cnt rmmbr wht i dreamt of though.haha.all i know is when i opened my droopy eyes,i was like -am i lying on the ground?-then only i realized there was a sea of faces tht i didnt recognize above me and Amy's(my cousin) distant voice calling me.Finally it occured to me tht i just collapsed.haha.hw come i dont rmmbr anything about it?now i understand why theres always the usual 'where am i?wht happened?' in every fainting scenes in soap operas.cuz tht is exactly hw i felt,only i didn't say it out loud of course.i've alwys thought the actors are just being dramatic.haha.

Anyway,bck to our story,aftr i regain conciousness my cousin and a few of the people there helped me to a nearby bench btwn the stalls.The passerbys were looking at me with their sympathized faces but i just couldnt find the strength to even care or feel embarassed.I could barely sit up straight!They put a bag of ice on my neck and gave me water,but after a few sips i puked.in public.hw embarassing!but like i said at tht moment i felt nothin.My cousin Amy called Abg Bob,her brother to help.A minute later,abg bob came and carried me to the car.Since i collapsed halfway through the bazaar,my cousin had to carry me thru another half of the bazaar.Now only i feel the embarassment!i feel like i was being paraded.Not to mention my embarassment towards my cousin.Im sure he must have hard a hard carrying me since im not exactly the skinny type.hehe.Nevertheless,im feeling content cuz abg bob(he is thin despite his nickname,irony much?haha) was able to carry me.It shows tht im not tht heavy.SCORE!

And then i was admitted to the ipoh specialist hospital.This was my first time.I've always wanted to experience it,and nw tht i have,i cn tell u tht it wasnt tht nice.Apparently,i was dehydrated and had insufficient blood.So they had to put in a tube to supply my body with water and gave me some vitamins to increase my blood.Everything else was normal,Alhamdulillah.Against my will,i had to stay in the hospital overnight so that they can monitor my progress.I've always hated the smell of wards(hopefully i'll get use to it during my clinical years).Luckily my aunt arranged a single room fr me.It was comfy and free of the 'ward smell'.hehe.Thank you to opah and Amy for keeping me company.and to aunty azian and unc marzuki for paying the bills.And to atuk and abg bob fr helping.u guys are the best!i was discharged about an hour ago and nw here i am blogging.hooorah!This sure is one experience tht i shall never forget.

Showy much?

2010-08-25T17:50:00.005+08:00

Have you ever met people who just loves to show off but doesnt show off?get it?like they want to show off but they dont do it directly.they don't say 'hey ! look at my new cool phone'.instead they took pictures with their phone held out as if they cant bend their arms or post pictures with their phone 'oh so casually' beside them.Thats just an example to let you understand the concept.haha.wouldn't it be easier for them to just show off without all the 'ops!i didnt mean to' tactics?and downright less annoying too.right?In my 19 years of life..i've only met one.i think.Meeting this kind of people made me think,why do people show off?why do they feel the need to flash their stuffs? is to fit in ? to be awed upon ? or just plain insecurity ? or is it to cover the fact that they are not as rich as they look ? oh okay cancel that point.if they're not rich how can they afford the expensive stuffs.So i did a bit of studying(i knw right?takde keje gila.ala its only one click away.haha) and after reading a few articles,this is my conclusion.

In short, the following is the truth about showy people:

The feel they aren’t noticed or recognized: Showy people believe that they didn’t get the attention they deserve and so they show off to send one clear message
"I am here, please notice me". So actually a showy person is begging you to notice him while you might be begging him to accept you!!
They care about people’s opinion: To some people the opinion of others doesn’t matter that much and doesn’t have a significant impact on their happiness. To showy people it’s the opposite, the opinion of others is the most important thing and if they failed to let others like them they might feel really bad
Some of them believe that people are underestimating them: because of believing that people are underestimating them showy people do their best to show off their best traits to prove that they are worthy!

So for all the people out there,if you hve a showy friend,you don't have to feel less accomplished or irritated.sometimes i also cant help it you knw.like when your friend get good grades,you should feel happy for them.But bcoz tht friend is a 'showy' u can't help feeling annoyed.haha.but that is going to change from now on!contrary to common beliefs,show offs are the ones who are in need of your attention.If the showy person matters to you then give him attention and he will like you and if he doesn’t matter to you then simply ignore him.It won't only make you feel better,but also make your life your life easier as you'll have one less people to loathe.Like my aunt said,'See friendliness in everyone. Change the way we look at things and the things we look at will change.'

Peace out;

Islam is The Way of Life

2010-08-24T17:47:00.010+08:00

'For anything that happens theres always a reason behind it'.The same thing applies in our religion.For every rule that has been created by our God,theres always a hikmah( good reason) behind it.Yesterday during PBL session with Dr Imam Shaikh, i learned a few things that really opened my eyes to how brilliant our Creator is,and how beautiful Islam is.We were discussing about heartburn(pedih ulu hati) which can be a symptom of Gastroesophagal reflux disease(GERD).GERD is a disease where your stomach acid backs up into your esophagus and irritates the wall of your esophagus.So one of the ways to relieve GERD that i want to point out is:

1. sleep facing your right side->sunnah Rasulullah SAW

Reason:makes it easier for your stomach content to pass into ur intestine

2. Wear loose clothes

Reason:Tight clothes can increase the pressure in your stomach thus stomach acid can back up into ur esophagus.

3. Don't eat and drink at the same time.Drink 20-30 mins aftr meal

Reason:When you drink and eat,the stomach acid will be diluted.Thus the stomach will think that there is insufficient acid and produce more acid.

All of the three points above are the teachings of Islam.Subhanallah.aren't you amazed?So u see,the teachings of Islam is complete.It covers all aspect.From spiritual believes,akhlaq(attitude),marriage to health and economy.What more can u ask? C:

I'm so thankful that i chose to be a doctor.Its not just a career,but also another way to be nearer to God.Alhamdulillah.

p/s:two entries in a day!told u i was looking forward to post more.lol

Back in Town

2010-08-24T14:42:00.008+08:00

*tepuk2 habuk*
kesian blog saya yg di abandoned ni.its okay.im here now.
its been a year since my last post.a YEAR!cn u believe tht?i didnt even think this blog still exist.i started out masa cuti spm and nw here am bck here as a 1st year degree student.biasala..lepas spm semua ade 'too much' of free time.now? i only hve time to watch 20-min sitcoms bfore i sleep at midnight.

while i was fb-ing just now..i just felt like 'visiting' my blog aftr leaving it fr wht feels like an eternity.just to check wether it still exists.and walah!there it is.and the life traffic feed caught my eye.

there are people reading blog even after i've abandoned it for a year!i thought nobody ever reads my blog.haha.nw i feel motivated to write even if the people who dropped in are probably some random person.thank u fr making my day .i love you! ;)

looking forward to post most entries in the future;

Finally.

2009-08-02T17:24:00.006+08:00

hey everyone!it's been what..3 weeks?since i last updated my blog.my schedule has been so tight i dont even have time to write.A lot has happened for the past 3 weeks.One of it is 5 students from my college were suspected with h1n1 so my college is closed down for a week.That explains why im blogging rite?hehe.i was probably the happiest person when they announced it.I havent gone bck for a month!today is my fourth day at home and it sure is hectic!i woke up early and drove bck n forth(when i say bck n forth it means bnyk kli) from sunway to shah alam.So many errands to do!cuz im helping my mother with her program since my dad is having a fever.so i had to print this,photostat that,send this and bla2.u get the picture right?plus i went to the selangor book fair.A lot book of books there but i couldnt find the book that im looking for;Bummer.Im feelin weird right now cuz a part of me actually misses my college!how cn that be!So not me!padahal when i was in penang i kept staring at the calendar,counting days when i cn finally go home.and here i am,not even sad when khaliq booked an 11 am ticket to penang.yep,Hajar the girl who's homesick-ness lasted until form 5.mum dad,ur daughter is officially an adult.LOL.im so full of it.Actually i wrote this entry without having any idea in mind.I just posted an entry merely to update my blog.So mind the 'emptiness' of this entry.

Liar liar pants on fire

2009-07-13T14:49:00.007+08:00

Haiahh..today i got no class..pre med students will start their classes tmrow.another boring day..huhh.anyway today i woke up late like always since theres no class..hehe.when i opened my lazy eyes i searched for my hp to check what time is it(it was 9.45 am).Suprisingly i gotta txt msg(rarely happens.bahaha),it was from one of my new friends here(not my housemates).

Him:weyh,hari first class dh ponteng..truk gle

i just sneered when i read his mg cuz i've called the lecturer whos in charged of the timetable ystrdy and she said that our class starts on tuesday.So i told him what puan mimi said.

nxt txt msg-ade classla!sume dh ade kat sini.ktorg tgh tnggu lecturer.

immediately my eyes popped wide open!hilang mamai!shitt!theres class today and i havent even had my bath yet!mann..this is bad!what will the lecturer think of us?!late on the first day of class!Filled with panick i ran out my room and woke all my housemates..LOL.We tried calling pn mimi several time but she didnt answer..we're dead meat!

I bolted to the bathroom to have my shower when Naimah finally get to reach hold of pn mimi.and guess what??there is NO class..All the other pre med students TERdtg cuz they didnt read the timetable properly and diorg pun dh nk blik.grrr..i was sooo pissed with my friend who txted me and ruined my sleep!I think it was on purpose!damn!the war is ON!

Since all of us are wide awake i thought of going for a splash in the pool.but when we arrived at the club house the warden told us that he has given permission to the guys from pre med students(who just got bck!)to use the pool.It was the girls turn to use the pool on monday!another reason to hate them.Guess i'll just go swimming in the evening.

PART OF MY COLLEGE LIFE

2009-07-12T15:48:00.004+08:00

im bck!my 3 day orientation has just ended on wednesday.So basically i dont have any activites until sunday.My class starts on Monday and im looking forward to it!The student residence are great!spacious and comfortable.plus i got the room with a toilet in it.wohoo!no more beratur toilet pagi2.haha. All of my housemates are new students and taking pre med just like me.Maybe next time i'll post pics of my new place;) The orientation was so-so.the usual.On the group performance night my group had to do a fashion show using recycable things like paper,plastics etc.Bcoz we were bored to death cuz we had nothin,absolutely NOTHIN to do,we went shopping!yes ppl..shopping in Sunway carnival mall in seberang jaya.Takes about half an hour to go there by bus.It was first time taking the public bas!excited seyh!hahaha.We missed the bus by a 2 3 minutes.So the van driver had to chase the bus for us!ahaha.friggin funny,we sped up until we're ahead of the bus,get off the van and ran towards the bus while waving our hands up in the air frantically!Fortunately the bus saw us and came to a halt.fuhhhh.Actually theres molre to tell but im actually in a restaurant so all the hustle bustle is annoying me.i cnt concentrate in my writing!till then

The Day

2009-07-05T11:56:00.004+08:00

Cant believe the day i've been waiting is finally here.Tomorrow i'll be off to college!yipee!But a part of me does feel a bit sad..yelaa..after almost 7 months at home of course i'll miss silly things like waking up late in the morning,on9 24/7,occasional shopping trips with my cuzzies and sisters,driving,calling nadia without having to worry about the bils,chatting with adeeb,and eating home cooked food!lol.Starting tmrw i'll have to change to a more disciplined and hardworking Hajar!Miss me everyone!=)

Lets make History

2009-06-30T13:04:00.005+08:00

Im sure all of you have heard of facebook rite?its a social network website and has become a world phenomenon with is expanding number of users.Right now it has more than 200 million users worldwide!

okayy..i just read today's Star newspaper and guess what?The founder of facebook is an American harvard student!i repeat..a STUDENT!he just turned 25 this year!omg!i cnt believe the website that im soo addicted too is created by a 20 year old(he created it in 2004)!okay..if this is old news to you,you can stop reading this entry.hehe.Zuckerberg launched Facebook from his Harvard dorm room on February 4, 2004.Cant you believe it?The so called web phenomenon,Facebook actually started from a normal students domitory!Im sooo amazed! It started off as just a "Harvard-Thing," until Zuckerberg then decided to spread Facebook to other schools and enlisted the help of roommate Dustin Moskovitz.

So now he's practically the ceo of Facebook and was ranked by Forbes in 2008 as the 321st richest person in the United States, with a net worth of $1.5 billion. He is the youngest person ever to appear on the Forbes 400!Times Magazine also added Zuckerberg as one of The World's Most Influential People of 2008.

This is him Mark Zuckerberg,CEO and Co Founder of Facebook

p/s:wow..two entries in a day.i need a life!

10 things i wnt to achieve in life(lets be REALISTIC ppl)

2009-06-30T11:28:00.009+08:00

I get to perform Haji and umrah at least once before i die
Pursue my masters in Australia after im married
A successful specialist..but im still not sure what i wnt to specialise in.
Open my own clinic so that i can spend more time with my family.That is after years and years of working in a hospital to gain enough experience
A beautiful wedding at night with lots of candles and flowers(im such a dreamer.lol)
Have a happy family with a loving husband and 3 beautiful kids
Have a well earned salary so that i can shower my parents with gifts and luxury
Maintain a tight bond with my sisters,brothers and cousins even when we have our own families
Get to visit Korea
I want to donor any of my internal organs to the needy when i die*still in consideration.im not a chicken ! *

This is just the first step that is to announce my intentions to the universe.Can u hear me?

Numb

2009-06-28T23:33:00.008+08:00

Today was fun.I woke up early because my dad asked me to send Farah to class in TTDI.So i cheerfully send her and bought yummy nasi lmk for me,amy and papa.I dressed up as if im going to join farah's tuition class.ahaha.The truth is,i just love to dress up,i love the process of choosing an outfit,put a lil bit of make up on(basically powder,eyeliner,blusher and lip gloss..u cn hardly see it.defeat the purposekan?but i like it.makes me feel good without trying too hard),then my scarf..the process always lightens me up..I just discovered my love for it recently.

At noon,when i went to pick up farah,the road was congested.Of course la jam!its sunday bby!What better way to spend a sunday afternoon than hanging out in OU rite?Looking at the long long long lines of cars just annoys me.i hate jams!My right leg felt so numb bcoz of all the brake-ing and releasing the brake.Take that hajar!now you know how papa feels when he has to pick and send you for all this years!Sorry papa=)nevertheless i still enjoyed it.Maybe cause im still new to it so of coursela theres eagerness and excitement.i doubt the eagerness will last within the next few years though.make it a few months!lol.

i ate so much today!and like always the guilt is always there but i cant resist!Im always having cravings!and it worries me..okay..that didnt sound right..lol.i guess im in my pms mode.During pms im like hungry24/7 .scary rite?After picking up Nurul at school we stopped by a stall cuz amy felt like eating pisang goreng.She taught me to eat pisang goreng in a terribly creative way.that is with honey and vanilla ice cream!its one of the popular dishes at madam kwan's(not sure how it is spelled)and we tried to make it at home. i assure you its sooooo gooood!i think thats enough rambling for now..i know i just wrote a piece of crap but my fingers really missed typing!you cn blame them for writing crappy entries!

Happiness attracts happiness

2009-06-25T12:21:00.008+08:00

These past two days has been wonderful.On monday,while i was having lunch with my dad

dad:hajar,nanti you drivela sorang pergi fax kan surat terima jawapan tuh

hajar:ooh..okay(trying to act cool like pff..wtver..i dont care.hehe.)

actually i was more like OMG!ARE U KIDDIN ME?my dad actually let me drive alone!without him or farah, or nurul!at last!after almost 3 months since i got my driving license.u'd probably think whats the big deal.but to me it is a big deal cause sometimes my dad can be very cautious in certain things eg:driving,taking the public transport etc.guess he's just being cautious..afterall i am a girl.everything went well of course.told ya i cn drive;).i cant stop smiling for the rest of the day!hehe..i was so happy i decided to make bread and butter pudding.but i modified the recipe to make it healthier..kinda.hehe.i used wholemeal bread,used less butter and sugar and i used grain milk!(99 peratus TANPA lemak!).actually i thought it was the normal low fat milk only with grains on the carton but it isnt!plus it tasted wierd no to mention the brownish color.oh well..on the bright side theres only 1% fat.Alhamdulillah..it turned out good.

The second cause of my happiness is when my dad showed me a column in the newspaper where it shows my soon to be college-ACMS signing an agreement with UKM which enables its student to futher their medical studies in UKM.im so relieved!cause i decided to do my foundation in ACMS bcoz it is said to have a link with UKM,to be exact its actually in the process of getting UKM's agreement according to one of the board directors.So lately i kept feeling unsure seeing my friends going to iptas and matriculations..is my decision to join ACMS the right thing?i didnt take up matriculation's and uia's offer so there's no turning back.im a bit worried bcoz its a private college so of course its not as established as the iptas.eventhough its only for a year but..urgh..u know what i mean kan?its hard to explain..plus what if ACMS failed to get an agreement with UKM?that is what worries me the most.i dont really fancy indonesia or ireland.i wnt to stay in malaysia!but if thats the only way of course i'll go.anyways,the news really made me wnt to work harder so that i cn get into UKM Insyaallah.Alhamdulillah,im so grateful to Allah;)

Lost in the clouds

2009-06-20T21:34:00.009+08:00

The title has nothin to do with this entry..just a random phrase=)Today i spent almost a day at sunway pyramid..bcoz my sis nurul took part in the NST Spell It Right competiton.Amy and i jumped up and down cheering for her.haha.but knowing Nurul she merely smiled and acted cool on stage.BAJET!My cousin even brought her slr camera to take pics of nurul.Semangatkan?hehe.Our hearts were pounding like crazy seeing her on stage.As if we were the ones whos competing.kehkeh.Anyway..we were so proud of her when she managed to answer question by question.From 12 contestants..they were cut down to 3.Suprisingly nurul lost to the two contestants..but its okay.we're still proud of you!go bubu!;)i actually felt annoyed looking at the girl who won!

Afterwards we headed to the fish spa.All the fish are probably sick of eating our feets cuz we're the regular customers.I imagine them saying"kami nak lauk lain pulak!".ok..that was a stupid joke.hehe.but they still swarmed over our feet though.

Since tomorrow the world will be celebrating all daddys we decided to buy something for dad.but bcoz of our limited cash(we're saving for his coming birthday nxt month) we just bought him a liverpool mug.i know i know..mugs are sooo out of date but he likes liverpool so i think that should do.hehh..

ok2..enough talking.

Pathetic Hours

2009-06-19T20:37:00.005+08:00

Im feeling kinda left behind right now.cause all my friends have started their studies but im still at home with nothin to do.right now they must be crackin their head with assignments while im at home fb-ing and watching korean dramas.sob sob,i feel useless;(oh 6 july!is there any ways i cn fast forward the time?time sure crawls when you're waiting..hmm..go away you miserable-ness!the pathetic thing is eventhough i feel miserable and unproductive i did NOTHIN about it and i dont know why.You know the feeling where you're just too lazy to do anything even if you want to especially when you're at home.no kiddin.and that is the reason why i chose to go to boarding school and bear my homesickness for 5 years!hehe.im such a cry baby kan?First child syndroms lahh..eh,wait a minute.isnt it the last child whose supposed to be the baby?oh well..who cares.

p/s:i feel brighter after writing my heart out.

Conclusions of my sngpore trip

2009-06-14T14:48:00.007+08:00

At last..i rajinkan jgk dri to update me blogg..ok.about my trip to singapore-i mls nk cte.haha.so let me just tell u my conclusions of my trip.

-loads and loads of eating

-great place to go shopping

-penat

-had fun with my sdre mare

-but overall it was a blast!

here are some piccas for yah:-

actually there's more but too lazy to upload bnyk2,hehe.and btw..we didnt go to langkawi and lengthen our stay in sngpore.cuz my parents were too exhausted to go to langkawi.i told you so!haha.ok..thats all for now cuz im going to penang later.and no.i bukan nak start blaja la.my mother has a meeting there.the best part is its in batu ferenggi!yahoo!till then.

Little black book

2009-06-04T10:33:00.006+08:00

Woah.seems like years x update me blog..evnthought its only a few days since i last updated my blog,4 days to be exact.whatever..Today is the first day im able to sit idly at home and spend an awful lot of time in front of the pc.let me tell you why.

MONDAY:fetched my unc at the airport.He's coming bck frm arab saudi fr good after almost 4 years living there where he works as a steward.All his flights are mainly in europe!how fab is that!Had bbq afterwards and all our relatives gathered.They had an argument about the pro and cons of cyberworld.will tell u later about it.

TUESDAY:fetched my cuzzy at seri puteri cyberjaya.She had a debate competition there.Helped my unc to buy a sim card fr his phone.karaoked all evening.and teached my unc to use facebook.hehe

WEDNESDAY:Woke up early in the morning and went to putrajaya to collect all my adikss birth certificate(my dad lost them except mine)and afterwards off to the immigration office in Subang.Need to make my adiksss passport.Spent hours there!Then we made our way to pkns to buy outfits fr my cuzzy's wedding.i knw..like im getting married.haha.but our outfits must match with the theme color rite?hehe

THURSDAY(which is today):i woke up early which is weird since i hve nothin to do except packing.Went out to buy nasi lemak;yes.nasi lmk with chickn!bye bye diet fr today!today is kind of the day where you just wnt to stay at home and be a couch potato,break all the rules and indulge urself.

tomorrow,i'll be going to Singapore fr a wedding.My cousinss wedding.with a double s bcoz theres TWO of them getting married.ahaha.May both of them have all the happiness they cn get in this world.*whatver that means.I'll be in sgpore till sunday.The thrilling part is from sngpore i'll be goin to langkawi BY CAR cuz my mum will be hving a meeting there.its like one end of the world to another.im not sure if my parents can take the long long hours of driving.how mny hours will it take to arrive in langkawi?hmm..makes me unconvinced that we're really going there though my parents already told us that we're going.Whatever it is i'll keep you posted.(like ur intrested to knw.self indulgent!haha)

My mind boggling question is..(what my uncs and aunts argue about)does the cyberworld effects human realtions?i mean..to some ppl it gives mkes it easies to keep in touch with friends and family ex:through facebook.most of my fmly have one.It'd be easier to notify ppl about fmly events or gatherings.even weddings!but the bad side of it(according to my unc)we will lost the human touch ex:shaking hands,hugging,talking(in person la) etc.ppl would be too caught up in the cyberworld and mind their own business cause they spend too much time on the itnet.Personally,i think theres nothing wrong with fb-ing or etc.it makes it easier connect with the people around me..and you always knw what you're friends are up to.okayy..that doesnt sound right.as if im stalking!ahaha.u knw what i actually mean aite?If you're afraid to lose the human touch just meet up with your friend to catch a movie or coffee!simple as that.=)well,that is my opinion.what is yours?

Cuzzys Day Out

2009-05-30T15:19:00.013+08:00

Baaahhhh..im exhausted!(how come im in front of the pc?.haha)i wnt to sleep..but my eyes refuses to close!so might as well spend my time blogging.I just came home from Sunwy pyramid,yepp..i know.xde tmpt len..but to me sunway pyramid is the best compared to other malls that i've been to.The range of prices are affordable and there's soo mny shops especially now there's the new wing.Had my breakfst with kak tiyah,amy and harith in RSB,and made our way to pyramid.

I nver intended to buy any clothes considering im feeling FAT(not merely a feeling.a fact!lol).But i just cnt resist when k tiyah spotted a cute top.Its kind of a one piece overall with a white shirt in it.It reminds me of kindergarden's uniform.haha.SO cute.We ended up buying it.When i say we,it means k tiyah,amy and me each bought one!lol.told ya its too cute to resist.

We seperated cause k tiyah and harith wnted to buy shoes while amy and i headed to our favourite shop.guess?its FOREVER 21!The clothes are vry chic and modern.u've gotta check it out.But i was a bit dissapointed cause the top that i wnted isnt there anymore=(.So i just bought something else.A long sweater with a belt!Feels good to buy some clothes after almost 3 month of not buying any clothes!usually i tend to shop at least once a month.But bcoz i've put on weight so i didnt feel like buying clothes.Kills my mood!

as requested by diba;things that i bought;)

how can i write an entry about nothing but clothes!kind of meaningless if you come to think about it.hehe
Oh well,sorry guys

OK.i dropped a teeny weeny part of the story.we havent had shower mse g pyramid tu!ahahaha.you should've seen how we looked!bsuk gle!and i still tried on zillions of clothes.ahaha.BEWARE WHOEVERS WEARS IT NXT.it was all unplanned.we actually planned to go fr breakfst only but it ended up by going on a shopping spree in pyramid.LOL

p/s:too lazy to take pics while shopping plus we looked horrible!

Life is not a Fairytale

2009-05-29T12:38:00.012+08:00

Lily allen is so cool!i love hearing her british accent when she sings with her soft voice.She sings sooo idly as if she's talking.Her songs are one of a kind.Quirky and cheeky.hahah.Like adibah,I wish i could sing too!I looove to sing!its one of my fav way to fill my past time since i was in my primaries.hehe.Im sure my sisters are sick of having to hear me sing.lol.Its kinda of my lil secret cause im too shy to tell it to ppl.haha.If i can be a singer i wish i can sing like lily allen.No high notes,no straining my voice,and my voice sounds good even when i talk-sing.awww...such high hopes.wake up girl!bahaha.Well.let it be one of my will-nver-come-true-dreams.It doesnt hurt to dream rite?hehh.This is some of my favs.ENJOY!

p/s:i L.O.V.E british acts!

I L.O.V.E libraries

2009-05-26T18:01:00.004+08:00

Last tuesdy i went to the rebranding of the selangor state library.Tun Uda library xsilap nme die.anyway..As one of the library's frequent visitor i was amazed by its new face lift.The best thing is there's a newly opened cafe.stylish indeed!so now i dont hve to walk fr 200 metres to go to the nearest stall.plus free wirelees!There's also new ikea sofas which u can sleep on it.kidding.hehe.Most importantly,the aircond is much much cooler.congratulations mama!u did a great job.im proud of you;]When the thing was over lunch was served.So i went to get my food but i couldnt find any drinks.Immediately my eyes spotted two mm..wat do u call it.bekas airla sng at another tent across mine.As i was filling my glass,suddenly..

A guy:Adik,air kat sana dah habis ke?
Me:hah?tak tahu.kenapa?
A guy:Air ni utk function lain.(jkr pnye kursus)rmai tak mkn lagi nih.
Me:ops.sorry!**i tried my best to put on an 0h really?-so-what face.**

And so i left my sirap-filled glass on the table.berkira btol!u know what.there's actually TWO bekas air.most importantly its still full.Does it really mke any difference if i took a glass of it rather than humiliating me in front of all the men.(its a jkr thingy so most of their staffs were guys).urgh!whatever.So for all of you especially anyone staying in Shah Alam you should provide some time to go the library.and bring ur lappys!;)

RIDICILOUS MARKETING STRATERGIES

2009-05-24T15:10:00.005+08:00

Not too long ago..i went to shop in klcc.Long story cut short,a salesgirl approached me and gave me a brochure about a cosmetic line called BENEFIT.Flipping through the pages of the brochure when we got home,farah and i was like what the hell is wrong with this product??tahpape gle..let me list out the things that are just soo ridicilous.

A body cream called TOUCH ME THEN TRY TO LEAVE.what is that?
An acne facial foam called WHOOSH!is there a tornado?haha
A makeup remover called GEE THAT WAS QUICK
A facial scrub called HONEY SNAP OUT OF IT!honey who?
BOO BOO ZAP solution
acne medication night time cream called KA-POW!
BOI-ING concelaer
BADgal liner waterproof
YOU'RE BLUFFING concealer wand
An eye pallette called PINK TO PLEASE A WOMAN..GOLD TO GET A GUY.

OK.it'll take me a whole day to list all the ridicilous-ness of this cosmetic line.I mean can you imagine having this conversation.

salesgirl:hi!can i help you miss?
YOU:can i have UR BLUFFING.
salesgirl:what?im not bluffing.i was just asking what may i help u
YOU:huhh..nvermind.i'll have mm..TOUCH ME THEN TRY TO LEAVE.
salesgirl:excuse me???
YOU:and HONEY SNAP OUT OF IT!
salesgirl:Miss are you okay?
YOU:im fine..give me a KA-POW will you?
salesgirl:here.dush!*a punch.ur welcome.have a nice day!

hahaha.i know thats a stupid joke.but i still cnt imagine myself saying can i please have a touch me then try to leave?.its sooo weirdd.I think maybe they're trying to be creative,one of a kind,fresh,bla bla bla.but at least pick a decent name.makes their product less convincing.i'd be thinking does this thing really works with a name like that?plus their prices are ubelievable.seriously wayy overpriced.i'd rather spend my money fr something more convicincing like bobbi brown or mac(not that i use them.just an exmple.hehe).okayy..i guess my point is taken.so..till then.I LOVE YOU

Stop potraying us as the bad guys

2009-05-20T19:36:00.008+08:00

The atmosphere tody is urm..serene i guess.By other means,im in a good mood=).But this didnt made up the aggravation that i felt watching Dont Mess With The Zohans ystrdy.It was such a stupidd movie!Why does most Hollywood movies associate bad ppl,terrorist etc with the Arabs?!it gives a bad name to us the muslims.padahal not all tha arabs are muslims but the world always assume that arab=muslim.Isnt it enough that Islam's name is already smeared bcoz of the 11 sep incident!fr exmple..a scene in the movie shows mariah carey rceiving a gift frm a palestinian guy and the card says 'All i wnt fr Ramadhan is YOU'couldnt it be more insulting!Theres also a scene where this palestinian guy woke up with a pile of woman on top of him.and no it wasnt an accident.he did sleep with all if them.I've watched numerous movies(comedies most of them) where they make jokes about Islam.U can make fun of stupid things like x rated things but when it comes to religion especially Islam,now dat is not tolerable.The same thing happened when i watched Taken.An action movie about a father trying to save her daughter from being prostitute.and the bad guyy who tried to buy her was a big fat Arab guy!see!its soo stereotype!maybe hollywood movies really are a propaganda of the Israeli to poison minds of the world.Sadly its too hard to resist the temptation of watching a good hollywood movie.dont give me that look!ur just the same right?.Oh well,at least i'll ignore movies that contains mockering of Islam.agaga=D

Till then

I dunno what title should i give to this entry.

2009-05-17T20:54:00.005+08:00

Ahh..ysterdy was a blast!i went to sunway pyrmid with me familia.We had dinner in our favourite resaturant which is Tarbush.A cosy restaurant which serves arab food.My cuzy kak tiyah joined us cuz her parents went to Bali so shes being left alone.Poor kak titi=).

I chose the outside part of the resaturant.Its kind of a big verandah where u can see sunway lagoon below you.FAscinating.Usually we just ate inside cuz its air conditioned.hehe.I took pictures but im just too lazy to transfer from my phone;sorryy.I ordered baked macaroni wif minced lamb in it.Anti climaxkan??considering that im in a arab restaurant so i might as well try THEIR food!haha.but i wasnt in the mood fr something new or my usual chicken makloubah(is dat how its spelled?cant rmember.haha).

We had a great time laughing and talking while eating,trying each other's food.except for my parent's food cuz they always order the same thing!it wouldnt be called trying if i ate theirs rite?.teehee.teka ape?nasi beriani!!!how boring is that!u cn eat nasi beriani everywhere!haha..papamama.cute...hehe.

Since we had our dinner at 6.It wuz really 'redup' and we finished our dinner during sunset,though i didnt even see the sun actually;bahaha.

With our stomach full to the level of puking,farah headed to the saloon wif my dad and nurul accompanying her.While mama,kak tiyah and me went to the have a thai massage just opposite Tarbush.God!u sould try it!Kak tiyah and i had the neck,shoulder and back massage while my mum had a foot reflexology.

It was painful i tell ya,but no pain no gain.The Thai massage was unique in its on way cause its not the usual urut using minyak.Dia mcm lipat2 ur badan like ur a gymnast!lol.i cnt help laughing when she hugged me(kinda)its hard to explain but its like we're tangled and she bent my body left,right and backwards,all of them made 'CRACK' sounds!but it doesnt hurt..rase lega..the urut2 part yang hurts.haha.

The best things is i dont even have to take my clothes or tudung off and they dont use minyak.Its a good thing or i'd be walking around sunway pyramid afterwards smelling like ointment.haha.

After performing our maghrib prayers,we stopped by Osim.We tried all the massage-thingys there.It wuz really funny cause all four of us were like trying the massage chairs(they're arranged in a row) tp xde gaya mcm try lgsg!my mum smbil duduk on it bley lg make calls,kak tiyah sambil mkn chocolate,farah was staring at the ceiling while i talked to granny who was on a wheel chair beside my chair massage.We tried for like 10-15 mins!overkan?haha.The sales preson just ignored us and went to entertain other customers.

At 9 i went to Kak Tiyah's house in Kajang.I slept over her house.We karaoked that night until 1 in the morning!3 hours non-stop!well..actually only i sang cause kak tiyah was caught up in her facebook-ing and ym.Kak Tiyah said i had a nice voice!bahaha. That wrapped our day.A very exhausting day.In a good way=).

Indulging myself

2009-05-15T14:52:00.005+08:00

Im sipping my freshly made banana milkshake while writing this entry.Just the thing i need on a hot day.i came across this recipe while randomly browsing the internet.since its sooo yummy-licious,i'll share wif u!

1 frozen banana

1 cup of milk

1 or 2 tb of sugar

1/8 ts of vanilaa essence

*2 servings

u just put all the ingredients in a blender and blend it until its smooth.oh!and for the banana,make sure u wrap it with a plastic before putting it in the freezer.Bcoz im on diet,i modified the recipe a bit by using low fat milk,2 bananas and only 1 teaspoon of sugar.it still tastes great though=).goodluck trying!

Last day on earth

2009-05-11T15:15:00.004+08:00

Im alone in my mum's office.just nw i studied biology fr A levels(its the closest book i cn get fr pre medic) in the library.since im a big fan of bio,i enjoyed IT!it feels good to make my brain work after almost half a year sleeping.pdn mke ko otak!now WORK!*evil laugh.i hve a question.if today is the last day for you on earth,what do you want to do?(spiritual things doesnt count).after thinkg for a while..i think i'd go on a hot air ballon around kl!cuz i've always wnted to go on one.actually i'd prefer goin on one in europe but i hve only one day,mne sempat nak gi europe!haha.it'd be nicer if it wuz at night(i dunno if anyone has done this.lol)cuz the sky would all be kinda glittery wif the stars and the city lights.i cn imagine the cool breeze during night time.haha.wadda heck am i blabbering about!geez.guess im just filling my too-much-free-time;]

p/s:im kinda sad cuz my bestie nadia had gone to n9 matriculation this morning.im gonna miss her loads!tnx fr the touching speech babe.lav ya!

Momma,i love you

2009-05-10T16:50:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO MY DEAREST MOMMA!tq fr all your deeds n sacrifices.i love u loads!this morning i visited my aunty in Prince Scott medical centre.May she get well soon.She's being released tody btw. we're goin to clebrate mother's day wif her.kindof sistas bonding.haha.Anyhow,mse i teman my adik breakfast at the hospital's lobby i cnt help indulging myself with a piece of lasagna.there goes my diet!to make my myself feel less guilt i took the stairs to go back to the ward.(it was on the fourth level-__-')when noon arrived,we hurried to pick up farah frm tuition at tmn tun and aftrewards had lunch in a chinese muslim restaurant in KJ.i had dumpling soup,dim sum and spicy manila clams.finger lickin good!(though i used chop sticks.heh).and now here i am in my room playing my lappy for hours*grinning widely.but in a bit i'll hve to go get ready to go to my aunts house fr our mothers day celebration.turaa~

Psychos are everywhere

2009-05-10T16:21:00.006+08:00

Ok.i exagerated this entry's title a tiny bit.but wadda heck?Watching two psycho-themed movie in a row cn make ur mood a lil bit dark.i watched a movie called pathology(latety im kinda inclined towards anything involving pathology,this is all robin cook's fault!).its about a group of pathologist who plays a gme where each of the member will have to kill a person when their turn comes n the other pathologists will have to guess the how corpse wuz killed.psycho gle kn!of course the killing method differ from the usual stabbing,slashing and shooting in most thriller movies since they are medical practitioners.To me this movie isnt really gruesome since its mostly syringes n chemicals though my cuzzy finds it depressing.lol.The 2nd movie i watched is the butterfly effects.i really really dreaded watching this movie!i couldnt get what the director is trying to tell.its really confusing not to mention BOOring.DONT WATCH this movie!cuz u'll regret it.

news flash!

2009-05-08T21:41:00.004+08:00

haih..i dunno when will my broadband be fixed.ssh nk update blog..anyway,NEWS FLASH!im not goin to matriks!haha.huh..i've been looking forward to go to matriks actually..but i think my parents knws the best so i'll just take what they want me too.so i'll still be at home fr another 2 months!cuz the intake is in july..yeay!i'll be a bit bored i think.cuz my both my besties will be goin to matriks this monday.Insyaalah im goin to take pre medic fr a year at allianze college of medical sciences in penang.Pray fr me!i think fr this coming 2 months i'll start stdying all the subjects.lately im running out of ideas of what to write in my blog except fr important things..so i guesss that will all fr now.chiao!!

Choices in life

2009-05-04T15:51:00.004+08:00

ahh..finally..the joy of the clicking sounds of my keyboard.last week wuz a vry hectic week fr me,in a gud way.hehe..mking it hard fr ne to find the time to write.I just payed the matriculation fees at BSN just nw.These few days had been nerve wrecking fr me cuz its so hard fr me to mke up my mind about where should i pursue my studies.Theres a private medical college in penang,johor matriculation or wait fr uia pharmacy which i just appealed just nw with the help of umar's dad.Aftr 3 days of thinking,i think i'll pursue my stdies in johor matriculation while waiting fr the rsult of my appeal in uia and the private institution as my last resolution to achieve my dream of being a doctor.Theres so much to do in so little time!i gotta go pack!

Meaningless Entry

2009-04-30T09:31:00.005+08:00

The house of wax is officially the most depressing movie i've ever seen.Sadly i've just watch it ysterdy despite it being released 4 years ago.I hve to agree when paris got the award for worst supporting actress.she stinks as an actress!Im in my mum's office right nw playing the pc cuz she's off to a meeting.Intnet die serious lju gle.i cn wtch korean dramas without hving to wait fr it to load!hooraaah!i've been dead bored these past few days cuz theres an internet connection problem at home.Sucks big time-__-.i missed blogging!though i dun really hve much to say i.the clicking sounds of the keyboard mkes my heart dance wif joy!haha.ok thats a bit of exageration.ok.im off to the library downstairs!

Too Tired to Type

2009-04-26T12:27:00.003+08:00

Attended Nisa' Indoor Games Frm 8am to 8pm
*exhausted

Library addiction

2009-04-23T20:00:00.006+08:00

I've been busy goin up n down the library these days.its my new fav activity.i'd likely end up in front of the pc 24/7 if i stayed at home so i might as well go to the library.The sight of rows n rows of book just mkes me ecstatic!theres so much too read!today i've explored all the shelves on the 2nd floor.During lunch i'd hve lunch wif my mom cuz she works there.i've fnished reading 3 novels in 2 days.n i just borrowed another 3 books tody.a book about shang-rila diet(i'd let u knw if it works),umm..a medical thriller novel about two doctors investigating weird deaths aftr surgeries evnthough they didnt suffer frm deathly injuries or diseases.damn intresting!Usually im more into chic-flicks but this book just captures me!its like watching house only it evolves around corpse.Another book i borrowed is a guide to write short stories.Bcoz of my too-much-free time-wif nothin to do,i think i'll write short stories.who knws mybe i cn get it published n get $$$.haha.gtg bury my nose in my books.turaa!

Tarot creeps me out

2009-04-19T17:55:00.003+08:00

im really freakin out rite now!dig this..my cuzzy showed me a website where i cn ask anything that i wnt.the freaky thing is he answered all our questions rite!!like when my cuz asked who is sittin beside me.he said hajar n farah!and and..when i asked what is farah doin?-pray.OMG!!!he's RITE!major major creepy!i also asked where am i rite now n yep.juz like u predicted he got it rite again!(fyi,he answerd sunway).the last question i asked is what am i goin to be n he answered a doctor!haha.i hope so.hw cn he knw all that!i didnt put any of my informations at that website.i wonder how..hmm..*putting on my thinking cap.anyway if ur curious about it u cn open it at peteranswers.com.

p/s:but rmember..dun blieve in it.only Allah is the most knowing=)

are u bold enough?

2009-04-14T13:16:00.006+08:00

Aahh..today is one of the gud days.not like ysterdy where everyhting just seems out of their place.it pisses me off!there2..i dun wnt to ruin my brilliant mood tday=).hve u evr noticed that when ur day starts badly then the rest of the day will be just just as bad.dat is bcoz ur gving out ngative vibrations.so stop sulking n be hpy!

i feel bloated rite nw aftr eating marcaroni soup fr lunch.its a rcipe i took frm the itnet..it turned out quite well though theres still some improvements to be made.hehe.i wnted to include a pic of it tp rse mcm mls pulak.

just nw i came across an article.actually its a beauty blog..hehe.its vry fun to read!to my suprise a lot of the things in our kitchen cn be used as the so called beauty products!too many to write.but one of it is,if u wnt to hve soft n smooth hair u cn soak ur hair in mayo(about 1 cup) fr 15 mins,rinse n followed by shampooing.haha.sounds gross right?

i read the cmnts frm the ppl who've tried it n according to them it works like magic!omg!the bad news is ur hair will smell like mayo fr a while.lol.hmmm..should i try it?wat if ppl ran away frm my mayo-smelled hair?!haha..but come to think of it.im alone all day so no worries there..*sigh..i think i'll wait till i hve enough courage to try it.tee-hee~if it turns out well i'll let u knw!

p/s:if u ever try it let me knw hw it goes!though i doubt u'll try it bfore i do!

taggy taggoo!

2009-04-13T10:56:00.005+08:00

This is my first tag!ok..not exactly but im sorry frens if i didnt rspond to ur tag bfore this.i didnt knw hw to rspond.hehe.tnx sabby!

award rules
1. 1st insert this badge or the pic above to inform u have been awarded

2. make sure u take the pic n said it is from ;
Sabby!

3. You should tell 10 facts or hobbies about yourself.

1.im a girl obviously
2.lives in sunway
3.enjoys reading
4.cnt resist anything that is pink-coloured(excpt peegs)
5.eats nestum every morning
6.daddy's girl
7.adventurous
8.addicted to blogging
9.i dun really like ferrero roche
10.famous amos cookies?me amor!

You should choose 5 other bloggers (easier the ones who follow you)
and tell their names in your blog;

-amy
-farah najwa
-nadia
-mimie
-bella

5. Dont forget to go to their blog and tell them they have been tagged !!!

Outside the box

2009-04-12T23:01:00.007+08:00

Something popped into my mind when i watched anugerah bintang popular just now.yep..embarassing as it is i actually watched anugerah bintang popular.it just happens to be that im curious to knw who wins this yar.hehee~i knw2 its lame.just shut up okayy=)im just sick of seeing the same ppl win every year.Its soo predictable!What to do,mybe the readers of brita hrian are d same ppl(old ppl i think.hehe).NST n The Star all the way!i mean rosyam nor as plakon laki popular??i've seen him tking dat award since i wuz a toddler!!kehkeh.ok2.i knw im exagerrating.but still,it is kinda true aint it?.in my opinion i'd prefer if the winner is determined by using judges.i guess dats y its called anugerah bintang popular cuz popularity depends on the fans.Just open ur mind a little ppl!Dats y i'd rather watch d grammys.Malaysian artists look like clowns in their over-the-top outfits!Hah!sorry to bother u with my babblerings.hehe.hve a gud nite!

p/s:hw cn i write an entry bout abph!im soo pathethic(this is what hppens when u hve too much free time.heh)

Making up my mind;

2009-04-12T16:22:00.003+08:00

im in a dilemma.

should i take the train or bus to ipoh on wednsdy?

what a stupid dilemma.haha

Fishy fishy

2009-04-12T11:24:00.005+08:00

Hve u ever went to a fish spa?it wuz my first ysterdy..well,actually i've tried once at my aunt's house..but dat doesnt count.this one's in sunwy pyrmid.there were 7 tanks n u cn dip ur feet in each one of them.big-sized fish,medium-sized fish,small-sized fish.the biggest fish is as big as ur palm!i wuz dead scared when i dipped my feet into the big fish tank.cn u imagine a big fish biting ur feet?ugh..i spent only a few mins there.i cn feel their teeth!the small ones r better.though its ticklish.hehe..but it does make ur hair stand up when u see hundreds of fishes swarming ur feet until u cnt see ur feet !

The big fish r the scariest!its like thye havent eaten for ages! when i put my feet above the water they kept following,they practically jumped out of the water!stupid fish.my sis called them 'ikan gila' haha.but it really does gve an effect u knw.my feet n hands felt smoother n soft.(i dipped my hand too.but dont let them see u.Its not allowed actually)u should try it!

Blabbering 2#-self indulgent

2009-04-09T23:17:00.001+08:00

DID U KNOW???

1.If im i dont talk fr more than 30 mins my voice will sound differnt like i hve flu or sometin

2.I hve an older sister

3.I cn bend my fingers until it touches my palm,completely.Sounds ordinary?try n bend ur index finger to ur palm.im sure only half of ur finger touched ur palm rite?rite?hahaha

4.I cant stand the smell of beansprouts!(taugeh)

5.I hate hate hate hate lizards!urgh..it mkes me feel sick when i see one plus my heart will start pounding.NO,im not in love wif lizards!lol;im dead scared of them!

p/s:i cn assure u that these facts are absolutely true.*wink

blabbering 1#

2009-04-09T22:44:00.001+08:00

I just..
Ate a slice of pizza n lasagna(downright sinful)

Currently addicted to
um nothin.lol;im only half addicted to sweet 18;]
bbf1#

Current Fav Song
Mollaing by Maydoni(100++ plays in a day)

Whats bugging me rite nw?
putting on weight(rsult of stying at home fr 4 month doin nothin)

i wish..
My parents would let me go the gym

i feel like..
i could use some chocs to mke me bouncy

y am i sad?
no im not.i dun hve any feelings rite nw-_-

Will you..
stay(ttbe..haha)

y am i writing dis meaningless entry?
dead bored n i felt like talking

Sugar,Spice n everything nice..

2009-04-08T23:45:00.002+08:00

Ysterdy.i went to bukit gantang where the elcection is being held.Gosh!arent they mny ppl in a small town!it wuz vry crowded wif posters,banners n supporters frm both parties.Mostly pas la.*wink.mcm2 ngri pnye no plate ade.haha.(BEBAS doesnt count cuz they werent any supporters;haha)Meriah is the exact word to describe the atmopshere.

Anyway..aftr indulging ourselves in kfc(excluding me.diet!)we went to simpang to support our party which is pas.so we stood outside wif the other supporters outside of the school grounds where the voters vote.im kinda used to go to small elections cuz i alwys fllowed my parents when they 'turun'to help in small elections.

i love the feeling when we stood in the crowd of supporters while holding a flag,poster,fan,umbrella.etc(which hs the logo of our party of course) n all the supporters were like shouting together in union to support their party.it nver fails to make my hair stand up.n when the cars honked at us to show their support or when cars who passed by us made signals by using their high beam n waved at us.it felt...nice.like we r one.it doesnt matter what race r we.cuz when theres a small election like this,its like we knw everyone.evnthough we hve no idea who they are.

u knw what?there wus a bus full of chinese students n all of them waved the pas flag.then the indian supporters at the side of the road high fived the chinese studnts in the bus.haha.funny isnt it?n when we were at the gas station an indian came to my dad to tell that the indians support us.(we put a flag on the car)u see wht i mean?it makes me feel warm inside.like i loved everyone.dat is wat i loved the most about small election.if u hvent been to one then u should cuz its an experience that u'll nver forget=).

Actully i wuz hoping to get a taste of the famous mi udang kuala sepetang i saw in tv.Unfotunately i couldnt find it!plus the traffic wuz jammed.yep..traffic jam in a place like Trong.a small town dat u've nver heard of..but its full of cars bcoz of the election.So i gave up n ate laksa pulas at a hawker by the road.it tastes the same as the usual laksa.Suprise suprise-_-.i thought it'd taste different cuz its called laksa pulas.luckily it didnt mde my tummy memulas! lol; Alhamdulillah..the day was ended beautifully wif the winning of Nizar;pas's candidate fr parlimen bukit gantang.Wish i was at the scene to experience it.it would've been a havoc night!

Happy Feet!

2009-04-06T10:02:00.001+08:00

Im sure all of are thinking about the movie Happy Feet rite?but actually im talking about my happy feet.get it?hehe.i juz bought a peppermint smoothing pumice foot scrub,peppermint intensive foot rescue(not that i hve cracked heels or anything.hehe) n a nail buffer.im soo wxcited to start!our feet are juz as important as our hands,especially us girls.it wouldnt be rite if we hve smelly feet rite?so take gud care of it ok?

There's a first time for everything.

2009-04-03T13:13:00.001+08:00

Hmm..its a been while since i posted a new entry..its just dat theres nothing intresting to tell..juz the usual 24/7 in front of the pc.hehe..well.yestrdy i spent my day wif chumay n nadia.havent seen them fr a while..actually i intended to give chumay's bday present when i see her but i accidently left her present in the car.sorry chumay!

it wuz my 1st time taking an lrt on my own!hehe.kesian right?.my parents are a bit strict.i mean since i wuz in my primaries,sunwy pyrmid wuz my usual if i wnt to meet out wif my friends..until now!plus public transport is a big NO.mybe cuz im their first child..so its a bit worrying cuz they nver had my-daughter-taking-a public transport-experience bfore.hehe.i wuz kinda suprised when my dad dropped me at the lrt station cuz actually my mom didnt allow me to take the lrt to meet up nad n chumay(yep..until now.heh)but i juz shut my mouth n get my butt on the lrt..

nadia n chumay hadnt showed up yet when i arrived in klcc.i went early cuz my dad had to go somewhere.half n hour later..they arrived n we went in n out of a few stores..window shopping!i've promised myself to try n not buy ANYTHING.hehe..my dad will kill me if he caught me with a shopping bag again.hehe..dat is where big sized handbags come in handy.haha.but i really didnt buy anything yesterday..except a new stock of contacts.that doesnt count rite?its an essential !

lunch time finally arrived..we had a hard time finding a place to eat cuz all of the restaurants were full house.u knw klcc..plus all of us had different kinds of food in mind.hehe..nadia felt like eating a hotdog at A&W.but i cnt hve fast food fr lunch!i wnt chicken rice!(my usual if i ate out.boring me).so we dcided to eat at the foodcourt..when our stomach wuz full.chumay gave me a pink box n in it wuz a cute bracelet..nadia n chumay had one too.exactly the same..aww.so sweet of her..its fr my bday..tnx dear! later we played bowling in pavi.it wuz soo much 'fun'!rite nadia?hehe.when it wuz 4.30 i headed home..dun wnt my dad to get mad if i went home late.cuz it takes about 30 mins if i take the lrt.All n all..i had a blast hanging out wif my besties today!

p/s:i love chasing pavements by adele!

shopaholic vs chocoholic

2009-03-29T21:39:00.001+08:00

Bcoz i watched 3 movies in a row last night n slept late i woke late dis morning(as if i woke up early every other day;kehkeh)when i woke up all the adults had gone to my unc's house in Putrajaya.So farah,amy,nurul n i decided to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic in OU.i loved the movie!it wuz damn funny n fun!its the 1st movie i really really liked since 27Dresses.Oh!and Twilight!5 stars frm me.

My family think of me as a shopaholic .am NOT!does buying a new outfit everytime i went out without my parents makes me a shopaholic?no rite..hehe

.A few hours lter,my dad n aunty azean joined us n we dined at Chocolate Lounge.Its a very nice cafe where all its food n drinks are based on chocolate.So to all chocolate lovers out there,dining at chocolate lounge is a must!eventhough im not a chocoholic i did enjoy chocolate dipped stawberries!n drinking hot chocolate wif marshmellows.yum yum..here are some photos of what we ordered n the chocolates displayed.enjoy!

RM5 and Darkness

2009-03-29T19:17:00.003+08:00

Yesterday i went to IOI Mall.blieve it or not its my 1st time there pdhl it takes less than 10 mins to go there from my house.it just opened a new wing so its kinda enormous.when we arrived we went to a store called Daiso.all the things in there costs RM5 n are imported frm jpan.bnyk sgttt brg!sume ad.frm stationaries,pinggan mgkuk,tupperware,lingerie,socks,makeup,decorations..u name it!even cotton bud pun ade stu row with all kinds of cotton buds.black one,white one,y ade mickey mouse.haha.but i bought an electronic eraser!cuz its so cool!so when i erase i dun hve to move my hand.haha.what a lazy bum

My mum bought a table cltoh made from bamboo..biasela when we girls shop,we want to borong all!thats the best part when i go shopping wif my mum!hehe.we spent rm150 at rm5 shop!count hw much items did we bought? aftr that i had my dinner in TGI fridays..i ordered double stack quesdilatas.its quite nice.but d portion is really big!i only ate half of my meal.i went bck to my house in sunway during earth hour.n i wuz really xcited to see sunway pyrmid so dark!well..on the outside.hehe.take a look! lion head no more!

but there are still some houses who didnt turn of their lights n dat made me a bit dissapointed.it just takes a small effort to switch off the lights.lgpun its fr their own goodkn?i hope they'll realize that someday.when i arrived home my aunt went to the toilet n she switched on the light but while she wuz in the toilet my dad switched off the lights.when my aunt screamed my dad,amy,opah n i shouted "earth hour!!"hahaha.anyway i salute fly fm n 8tv fr supporting earth hour!

A random entry

2009-03-27T22:42:00.001+08:00

huhh.
im dead beat!juz came home frm sunwy pyrimd.My granparents plus aunty azean n amy(hr daughter)came to my house.they're spending a few days here cuz my unc is goin awayy fr a couple of years to Algeria.He's working as an embassador.Proud of u unc Sani!

anyway..my cuz amy is goin to stay at my house fr 3 months starting nxt month.bcoz she's starting her practical at mas airlines(not as a stewardess tw!hehe)she's currently stdying in uia.Oh!my relatives are frm ipoh.So just now we went shopping fr hr work clothes.me legs felt like they were goin to fall out.i regreted wearing heels!it has been a while since i wore heels.it was up to a point where i actually walked bare footed(nme kdai dirhsiakn.haha).felt a lot better cuz d floor wuz carpeted.hee~pstu ttbe i felt like in a bookstore.i cnt help it.their carpet was so plush and soft !was thinking of going for a padi but all the nails shops are fully booked.sob sob.oh wekk,i'll just come again tmrw.cnt wait to watch confessions of a shopaholic!most of my frens who hve seen the movie gave pstv cmnts.and and and..i've bought the last book of twilight saga!;breaking dawn.finally..it was so hard to find !it hs about 600 plus pages.but knwing me.i cn fnish it in ONE NIGHT!the thicker the better.oh yeah! i made choc pudinggg.hope it tastes good.

Pouring my heart out.

2009-03-26T19:52:00.001+08:00

hey there!
i just finished reading an article about Vera Wang.As u all know..she's a really successful fashion designer.The story about her success really inspires me.Growing up in New York City, Vera Wang was a competitive figure skater who dreamed of Olympic gold. But in college, when she didn’t make the Olympic team, she traded in her skates for a plane ticket to Paris. For two years she studied art history at the Sorbonne but ended up falling in love with fashion.

When she came back to New York, she spent a summer working as a salesgirl at Yves Saint Laurent, where her passion for clothes impressed an editor at Vogue magazine. Soon, Vera Wang was on the fast track to success as one of the youngest fashion editors in Vogue’s history. After 16 years there, she switched gears to become a design director for Ralph Lauren accessories. Then, in 1990, she started her own company, which became famous for its fashion-forward bridal gowns. And when she started designing evening gowns, they quickly showed up on every red carpet.

What inspires me the most is the advice she gave to her daughter.Vera Wang told her to work hard at school and keep her options open so she can find her own passion in life.Its the exact same advice my dad gave to me when got my spm rsults.Since i wuz a lil girl i've alwys dreamt of being doctor n wuz really focused on it.Based on my SPM results mybe its a bit hard fr me to study medcine.dats y my dad told me to keep my options open n find my own passion.is being a doctor really my passion?hmm...i've alwys loved stdying human parts..but is dat enough to be called passion?or is it juz a breeze dat i've mistaken to be air?hw do i knw wether its my passion or not?huhh..pning2.whatevr it is..lets juz leave it to god to dcide cuz he knws wats best fr me..thank you ALLAH=) --tnx fr listening cuz i feel a lot better aftr writing dis entry.hehehh

p/s: wats ur passion?

lucky me

2009-03-24T16:42:00.001+08:00

ok2..i know i just posted a blog.but im sooo hpy n i wnt to share wif u!hehe.ok2..d story starts when yesterdy i followed my dad to fetch nurul frm school.so while waiting fr her:

dad:hajar,dri u duduk tercongok baik u baca suratkhabar

so while flipping through d pages an ad caught my attention.theres a contest where theres a small pic of a fat woman n a big pic of 5 slim woman.so we have to guess which of d 5 slim woman is d fat woman in d pic. she used to weigh 83 but nw she's 61.d winner will get a free one time treatment to lose 8-18 cm.wow!bestnye!i showed d add to my dad.die ckp trylaa..hehe.n i did!today while i wuz chatting wif mimie my phone rang n d caller id wuz unknown.im sure u already knw wat im gonna tell u.I WON!!!hahaha.i cnt believe it ! i never thought dat i could win..so tmwrw im hving an appointment wif um..i cnt rmmbr the slimming centre's name.heheh.i'll tell u all about it tmrw cay.hugs n kisses frm me

emptiness to happiness

2009-03-24T15:42:00.001+08:00

lately dis days..i feel kinda..um..empty.heheh;poyo x?boring kott..everyday tngl i ngn bibik je.my parents kje.harith asrma kt kelantn,farah lives wif my aunt on school days cuz hr school is near to my aunt's house.my youngest sista skola..dri pgi smpi 5.30.lps mgrb tusyen pulak..soo im alwys left alone!ksiankn?heheh..hp pn cm xgne dh.everydy msg nadia je

But today im feelin great!dunno y..mybe cuz smlm i bought a mic fr my pc.nadia wont stop bugging until i bought it.so today i spent it by talking to her..haha.n watched bbf!plus writing dis blog while listening to my fav korean song!haaahh..this is life!tody i've startd my diet program cuz everybody kept telling me i've put on weight since i stayed at home.how.mean.

The gud thing is my parents both tgh diet.my lil sis pn kne control mkn.so since all 4 of us nk control mkn i suhla my bibik xyh msk nasi!hehe.nasi is soo like d culprit fr fatness!hahah=DD.so at lunch i ate aym bkr n some veggies.i hope dis time my diet progrm will last.hehe(last timeit was a week)

nice to meet u!

2009-03-24T14:44:00.001+08:00

HEY THERE!

as u all know..dis is my first post..umm..anyway..because i have nothin much to do lately

,i've decided to start blogging!

hope to share my thoughts n feelings wif u guyys;].let the journal begin !